Francine Caitlyn Chye
a.k.a. Hurricaine Fran
a.k.a. Fran the PCD
a.k.a. the happy bunny :D
<3
040889 (August baby!)
Crescent, ACJC, hocker
xoxo
If it's meant to be, it'll be(:
"And sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together"
don't think, just run
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Empty. So very empty. And i don't know why. Well, i might have an inkling. But i don't know. It's as if i want to say so, so much but nothing's coming out right, nothing's coming out at all. Completely speechless. It hurts seeing smiling faces and knowing that could have, should have been us right there, taking a million gazillion retarded photos, grinning from ear to nose to mouth to toes, knowing that everything we had worked for will be paid off through... But then i know deep within me, past the hurt, there lies what ms tan brought up today during devotions. How do we define success? Is it merely through those shiny gold medals, through recognition, through respect gained from people who have heard about our victory? Maybe, because we worked for it. But though it's somehow hard to grasp currently as a thousand and one flashbacks of past matches, of how improvements could have been made, of possible regrets, of might haves seem to be floating incessantly in my mind, well, i was given a team who gave everything. And i feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I guess i'm sad too that the J2s especially won't get the semis, finals experience and also that Clare didn't get her medal. So.. We'll be bringing it back for you guys next year, just wait and see (: I love you all.
Cos we kept the dream alive.
...all i wanna do, is have some fun (:
-i'm proud to say i'm ac.
Thank you dear, for not letting go when i needed to feel safe.
ex-oh, ex-oh
1:41 AM